Hey Peter (and everyone) We just had a school assembly because one of the students is officially missing since the 28th (we had another one last week about her but I didn't make any connections till now). Her names Tatiana Hunter and she looks a lot like the girl in the vision you saw getting hung on the cross, long brownish blondish hair about thirteen or fourteen years old, white and skinny.

I guess she could be anywhere by now but I thought you'd want to know.

Ha another vision, this one about breaking glass. Like, everything shattering, that was the main point. There was a house but it looked like every other one of the attached housey things in London. Near the Thames though, at least I think it was the Thames, I think it was London, but I don't really know. Just people were screaming and shouting and then everything was breaking.

I had a vision about Peter I think. I'm pretty sure, didn't actually see him but there was a dark place and screaming and just a feeling that everything going on there was utter shit. But then I was seeing his office at the hospital too and it was important, something in his office, in his desk. There was a skull involved too but that might have just been because my head REALLY HURT.

Ugh, feel sick.

Oh shit, shit, shit.

( I don't know if these are stupid or if I should take them seriously now )

Also: I found this from 2006. It's not quite 'vanished into thin air' but it's really really close.

So... last night Aleto had a baby and it was intense. Like last night wasn't intense enough to being with or anything.

I am never never having kids after watching that but she is kind of cute. Aleto is doped up on happy.



Her names Kaijaah.

I should probably like take that as an omen.

Maybe I could talk to you tomorrow?

I dunno what I'm supposed to do. I dreamed all night about all of them, being dead and not here anymore apart from Juliet but still. And then I didn't go to school because Luis is going to kill me only probably not and I don't think I have it in me to not-die twice in two days. Or face him. He better have got to the hospital. Really.

I shouldn't associate with people. It makes them die.

I'm insane.

I don't miss them. I don't. I don't want them back because that's fucked, they're fucked, we were all fucked. I'm insane because I want something... something. I think maybe I want to talk to them again. Silva Belle maybe even Gloria.

What the hell would I even say?

So everyone is at my house again. And Hope and Tasha are like, whee. Aly's gone mean and Lydia's all bitch, please, but Dylan's over being all forsoothy and Antichrist is all droopy. It's like when everyone thought the world was ending, like the Templar were coming or someone was going to bomb London or how many other times have there been? Anyway. But it's a different kind of ending and if Peter and Aly can't make it then what. How can Hope and Tasha and Lydia and Dylan look at that and still think that couples work? Even Deirdre broke up with her girls and they were supposed to be forever together.

I'm glad I don't have a boyfriend. I'm glad I don't want one. It'd all just fuck up in the end. Rueban said the other day that his parents secretly hate each other or at least they think it's secret but whatever, adults are shit at hiding things, and he doesn't know any couple that like, lived together happy and died old without breaking up. Like Liz and Emma are together now but I dunno how long it'll last.

I dunno what my point is. The house is crowded. I can't go downstairs to get something to eat without running into someone. I like it better when it's just us.